22: drink drank drunk
I drank a little bit tonight, and I'm a super lightweight and I'm nervous to post tonight's post until I can see it tomorrow with sober eyes. So, check back in then!
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21: Some Like it... Cold?
When you are around people you admire or like, do you freeze up? When I'm invested in a person, it's like I get temporarily trapped in a giant block of ice. My words halt, I become way less expressive, and even my body gets stiff (so
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20: Make me Laugh, I Dare You
I'm kind of an emotionally heavy person. I mean, I'm also a light, bubbly, goofy, sunshiny gal who wants to pour hearts all over you while smiling and singing slightly off-key. But it's like every day that bright, cute girl gets dropped into
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19: It's Great BECAUSE It's Hard
Life is really good and super hard at the same time. How weird is that? I've never had both at the same time. I'm going through something [https://www.madisontaskett.com/irl-gom-jabbar/] heavy and it's maybe the hardest thing I've
18: Thinking in Bets at the Airport
Yesterday, my first flight was delayed and there was about a 15% of me making that flight, so I changed to a later connection. My first flight came in earlier than expected! I hauled ass to that terminal, counting down the minutes till the boarding gates closed... watching the remaining
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17: IRL Gom Jabbar Test
> You've heard of animals chewing off a leg to escape a trap. That's an animal kind of trick. A human would remain in the trap and endure the pain feigning death that he might kill the trapper and remove a threat to his kind. ― Frank
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Day 16: Charming, Always Liked, and Brain Dead
> I’d walk into a room and think, ‘Okay, how can I make sure everyone in this room loves me and is charmed by me?' And that takes a LOT of energy! -Anonymous I'm no stranger to burnout (I even made an app [https://donewithlife.carrd.
Day 15: Motives
I deleted my day 15 post from last night. I didn't trust my motives for posting it, and I thought the subject matter was disrespectful. Something I'm doing more often is stopping and asking, "What is my purpose for doing X? What are my motives?
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Day 14: Being known as 'Nice' is an insult
I was talking to a friend today who is learning to set healthy boundaries, and he said something that hit home. > "People who accept me because of what I do for them will probably reject me when I become my genuine self. And that's scary."
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Day 13: Fuck it, I'm Becoming my Halloween Costume
This year, didn't we all come up with costumes like an hour before going out, because fuck if any of us had the energy to do Halloween? I know I was like that. I grabbed a hot pink dress from my closet, painted on loud pink eyeliner and
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Day 12: What's your 5 Second Story?
In the book, Storyworthy [https://www.amazon.com/Storyworthy-Engage-Persuade-through-Storytelling/dp/1608685489] , the author says that every story revolves around a 5 second clip, where the main character learns something that changes him/her. If you don't have those 5 seconds where you learned or
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Day 11: Too Personal
Tonight's post was too personal to publish. This happens often, and it's part of why I write daily. Every time I sit down here to write, I learn something new about myself!