I deleted my day 15 post from last night.
I didn't trust my motives for posting it, and I thought the subject matter was disrespectful. Something I'm doing more often is stopping and asking, "What is my purpose for doing X? What are my motives? Are they healthy?"
Sometimes, the answer is no. And that's okay! None of us are 100% healthy, 100% of the time. I'm just thankful that I am noticing when my actions make me uneasy, and digging into them, and correcting them.